她和他的相遇并不是精心安排，卻讓她心動(dòng)不已，雖然進(jìn)入大學(xué)之前她沒(méi)有戀愛(ài)過(guò)，卻也很清楚這種不由自主的心動(dòng)叫做喜歡，而埋在心底的喜歡叫做暗戀。她和他雖然同卻不同班，所以僅會(huì)在上大班課的時(shí)候才會(huì)遇到他。作為好好學(xué)生的她永遠(yuǎn)都坐在靠講臺(tái)的位子，而他卻永遠(yuǎn)都是往后坐，為了可以遠(yuǎn)遠(yuǎn)的看到他，每次到上大班課的時(shí)候，她總是會(huì)編各種理由脫離室友的大隊(duì)伍，然后踏著鈴聲匆匆地坐到后一排，有時(shí)甚至是他的后面。那時(shí)她真的覺(jué)得自己離他好近好近，至少自己抬頭就能看到他。有時(shí)候偶然的四目相對(duì)讓她臉頰通紅，不知所措地低頭躲避，當(dāng)然她很清楚他并不是在看她。

　　因?yàn)橄矚g，好多時(shí)候她會(huì)為他做自己力所能及的事情，也許這些事情他不會(huì)在乎，也許他永遠(yuǎn)都不會(huì)知道是誰(shuí)在幫他做，可是即使這樣她也很開(kāi)心，很滿足。雖然她很清楚這些事情可能會(huì)假公濟(jì)私，也可能有違老師的信任，但是在那個(gè)時(shí)候內(nèi)心的滿足感打敗了這種負(fù)罪感，也許這就是喜歡的力量吧。

　　她有一個(gè)好朋友剛好是他的室友，于是她每次總會(huì)故意地提起他，然后靜靜的聽(tīng)她朋友講他在寢室發(fā)生的事，那時(shí)候她會(huì)為自己多了解了他一點(diǎn)而嘴角上揚(yáng)。漸漸的次數(shù)多了，她朋友開(kāi)始有所察覺(jué)了，于是在強(qiáng)行的拷問(wèn)下她承認(rèn)了，承認(rèn)了她對(duì)他的暗戀，她朋友也心甘情愿的成為了她的線人。

　　這種狀態(tài)就這樣持續(xù)到了大二暑假前夕，她朋友勸他可以試著邁出步，勸她努力一下，勸她大不了失敗了還是回到現(xiàn)在的狀態(tài)。在考慮了一個(gè)晚上之后她終于決定晚一天回家，決定在那天晚上對(duì)他表白，不管怎么樣不能總是做隱形人啊。她朋友也就肩負(fù)起在那天晚上把他約在的地點(diǎn)的重任。在室友影響中永遠(yuǎn)是一放假就馬上回家的她突然要晚一天回家，大家都很好奇，但是看她意志堅(jiān)決的樣子也就都沒(méi)勸什么了，在提醒她晚上一個(gè)人小心點(diǎn)后就陸陸續(xù)續(xù)的回家了。記不得那天她一個(gè)人是怎么過(guò)的白天，也記不得她準(zhǔn)備了哪些話要說(shuō)給他聽(tīng)，只記得她早早的在與朋友約定的操場(chǎng)待。放假后的學(xué)校特別的安靜，安靜的可以聽(tīng)見(jiàn)自己的心跳聲。偶而的會(huì)有一二個(gè)人走向她這邊，每次這個(gè)時(shí)候她都會(huì)心跳加快，睜大眼鏡去確認(rèn)是否有他，可是結(jié)果都是失望，被失望了好幾次后她開(kāi)始感到不安，開(kāi)始接連地給她朋友打電話，可是電話一直是沒(méi)人接。晚上在僅有她一個(gè)人的寢室里，她哭了，哭的很傷心、很無(wú)奈、很失落。也許是哭累了吧，迷迷糊糊的她睡著了。

　　第二天收拾行李時(shí)，手機(jī)響了，是她朋友打來(lái)的，猶豫再三后她接起了電話，朋友告訴她昨天下午他們幾個(gè)哥們打籃球，有個(gè)哥們不小心摔了下去，情況危急下他們什么也沒(méi)拿就上了救護(hù)車，當(dāng)然也忘了自己與她的約定，晚上陪護(hù)時(shí)想起來(lái)了卻發(fā)現(xiàn)沒(méi)法與她聯(lián)系，也沒(méi)法在當(dāng)時(shí)說(shuō)明情況讓他回來(lái)與她見(jiàn)面。突然間她明白了，原來(lái)有些秘密注定了是應(yīng)該埋在心底的，上天是不會(huì)給機(jī)會(huì)讓你把它說(shuō)出來(lái)的，就算你下定決心把它說(shuō)出來(lái)了也是無(wú)果的，因?yàn)槟遣罹噙€是會(huì)在那，不適合的還是不會(huì)因?yàn)橐恍┡蜁?huì)變成適合。
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